Baby If You Wanna Leave... Come to California

In the past week, I have seriously considered going to California in May or June just so I can go to this horror pop-up museum called I Like Scary Movies I found on Instagram. I hate that LA gets the cool pop ups. The problem is if the trip is really worth my time and money. In reality, I don’t really like LA. It doesn’t really inspire or interest me. I missed the flower blooms in the fields near the city, and it’s not close to Redwoods. I simply just prefer to be at Disneyland, which is not bad because I haven’t really explored Disneyland much. Sleeping Beauty’s castle is currently under renovation though, and I’m not sure if it will be ready in time for May. Is it really worth it for me to travel all the way to California just to not see the pink castle? I also find it more worth it to go to Disney World or Disneyland when it’s during Halloween or Christmas time. I want to go to Disney,  but I’d rather go during a seasonal time so I make myself wait.

Currently, I feel really restless. I want to go somewhere, but I have no idea where. I can’t run off to Europe because I don’t have friends or family to go with. I’ve already went by myself once, I’d like to experience it with someone else. It’s too expensive for Miguel and he doesn’t have as many vacation days to spare. Plus, I think his flight anxiety would be in overdrive lol.  I’m just sad. I think of the trips I had to miss because my job situation, and now that I can go somewhere, I’m just stuck here. Maybe, I feel alone and blasé due to the change in weather. Maybe , I just need to get out and explore...