Luna Bear

My tub tubs turned 6 this month, and it made me realize how much having a dog has changed me as a person. I never understood what it was like having a pet growing up. I didn’t know why people got so upset or crazy over their pets until I had one of my own. Now, I understand completely. This fuzz ball isn’t just a dog, she’s our family. If anything ever happened to Luna I’d be devastated. If anyone tried to hurt her, I’d probably cut them into pieces...

I get super emotional when I read about animals, especially dogs, being abused or killed. I was never like this before. I’ve become super sensitive when it comes to animals. I think now I relate everything to Luna. I think to myself, what if that was her? Almost every time, tears instantly fill my eyes. Animals are so innocent in my eyes, and they don’t always have the means to stick up for themselves when it comes to us asshole humans. We really are such a shit species the way we parade around this Earth like we own it. Everyday we are destroying our planet, and abusing its inhabitants. It’s really sick when you think about it. It's disturbing to see how much empathy humans lack.

I watch this YouTuber on a weekly basis, and I remember telling Miguel about a video she did on Tyke the Elephant. It was so sad! I was sitting on my bed sobbing lol. I couldn’t help it though. The elephant had been treated so badly by the circus that one day she just lost her shit, and ended up killing a trainer. She then proceeded to run around the streets of Honolulu after realizing what she did. You could tell she just wanted to be free. It was so depressing. The police kept shooting at her, and it took them 2 hours to put her down. Wtf. It makes me so angry. Not that I intended to before this, but I will never support the circus. Ever. These sick traditions where animals are being abused needs to die. It’s 2018.

I don’t know if I’m an asshole for thinking this lol, but I’m like is this what happens when you have a child? I never wanted a dog. I wasn't happy when we were getting Luna. I thought it was going to be a hassle or a burden. Look at me now. I love this chubby dog so much. I couldn't picture life without her. I miss her on the weekends. I still love her even when she's being sassy. I still love her even when she shuns my siblings and I because my parents aren't home and she doesn't care about us lol. She changed me, and people do say having kids changes you too. So once the kid pops out, will I automatically love it? Will I not want to give it away? Because right now, I only see them as tiny demons and I have no interested in motherhood. 

Or maybe, I just like chubby chocolate labs.